Terrible day

Today is a terrible day.

Bebe is sick and all alone in Bangkok.

I fell in the shower and hurt my wrist.

Mum called and told me grandma's in very terrible condition, could go anytime.

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I'm sorry I'm not a better person

I'm sorry I can't stop so many bad things from happening.

I'm sorry I can't be by Bebe's side to take care of her.

I'm sorry I can't be by Grandma's side.

I'm sorry I've been a terrible boyfriend, son, grandson.

I'm sorry.

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It's a terrible day. Can I just suddenly wake up and realize that it's all just a nightmare?