Bebe,
I promise
~ never to yell vulgarities at you again
~ never to accuse you of things you did not do
~ never put you down in any way
~ never to stop loving you(unless you've done something wrong to me)
(You can print this out and blackmail me where necessary.)
Friday, October 27, 2006
A New Beginning
After God knows how many bloody months, Ive finally got the opportunity to get back to writing.
Why do I write? Simply cos I can express myself better in words than with my mouth. I shall use my mouth more for eating and kissing(only Bebe of course).
I know this blog is dedicated to my Bebe but I think I shall use it to update about my own little life too, since Bebe is the only one(I think) who reads it...
Here I go...
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WORK UPDATE
I've been confirmed as of 15th September 2006. And guess what, Mr Jxxxx wasn't confirmed. Hmmmmmm... Strange but true.
Work has been piling up ever since and there seems to never be enough time to finish everything. Then I realized the problem(which I actually knew deep inside all along). More work was coming but it's still one person doing two people's jobs. SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Not that I'm complaining cos I know with each new task that I complete, I learn something new. I'm not some computer whiz but at least I try. On the contrary, Mr Smarty Pants claims Excel Basic was so easy he kept falling asleep but keeps submitting stuff to boss that has bad formatting, wrong spelling and generally bad bad bad!!!!!!!!!!!!! And who has to save the day? Me me me!!!! Do I get any thanks? No. All I get is bullshit.
Well, I chose this path so I shall stick to it till my mind and body can't take it anymore.
Enough of work for tonight. Anyway I'm writing tonight cos I know the next 2 nights I won't get any chance to. And after I reach Bangkok on Sunday, I won't touch a computer till I get back cos I promised Bebe I won't bring my laptop in case I get tempted to work.
On one hand, I'm really looking forward to this break cos the last trip to Bangkok wasn't really great. However, I can't help but worry how Mr J might screw things up while I'm gone. Never mind, once the plane takes off, I'll leave all my worries here and thoroughly enjoy myself for once.
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OUR ANNIVERSARY
Well well, the 2 of us managed to survive one whole year without killing each other(though O nearly killed myself a few times :p).
We both managed to get breaks on the fateful day 3rd October 2006.
To make things short:
OTO Trimax: $330
Hotel Room: $280
Flowers: $60
Champagne and Cake: $80
Tips for all involved: $40
Miscellaneous: Unaccountable
The look on Bebe's face: Priceless
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US
US means us. Not United States.
It's been a really long and tough road for me and Bebe.
Looking back, I'm amazed how we got through.
So many times we nearly gave up. So many times I nearly lost the woman I love the most.
Why? I'm a jealous, egoistic and proud dude. Sometimes too much for my own good.
I've been stupid enough to have said things that I didn't mean, purely out of anger. And Bebe has been hurt so many times, it's no wonder she needed a scope to see what's wrong. On a side note, I'm really relieved that the scope revealed nothing abnormal.
Bebe is bad tempered. Bebe smokes, drinks and has a temper more fiery than chilli padi. Bebe is always full of gas and burps and farts more frequently than anyone I've known. Bebe likes to be sayanged but always pretends to be angry or is really angry hoping that I will pacify her.
Me? I'm bad tempered. I don't smoke. I drink when I have no choice. My temper is probably 10 times more than Bebe's. I'm always full of pride and jealousy and I get jealous and angry more frequently than anyone I've known. I don't like Bebe to get angry or be unreasonable and always gotta coax myself to sayang Bebe. Why? Cos I really don't know when sayang will or will not work. So I don't try, cos I don't wanna fail.
How did we survive so long?
How many times has Bebe asked me if we're really compatible and we have nothing in common and we should break up blah blah blah....
After much thought and a new haircut, my conclusion is: WE ARE TOGETHER COS WE ARE TRULY COMFORTABLE AND HAPPY IN EACH OTHER'S PRESENCE. WE ARE HAPPY FOR ALL THE SIMPLE THINGS WE DO TOGETHER. JUST HOLDING HANDS AND WALKING TOGETHER. JUST HUGGING AND KISSING. JUST SITTING IN A CAFE, READING OUR OWN COPY OF THE PAPERS, KNOWING THE OTHER PERSON IS JUST THERE. AND IT ALL BOILS DOWN TO L-O-V-E LOVE....................................................
It's not about the fancy restaurants or the fancy presents. Not about 1 million and 1 surprises. Not about how much money I can make. Not about how many hours we gotta work. It's just love and enjoying each other in every way possible.
Yup! Confirmed, guaranteed plus chopped. We are meant to be...
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
Why do I write? Simply cos I can express myself better in words than with my mouth. I shall use my mouth more for eating and kissing(only Bebe of course).
I know this blog is dedicated to my Bebe but I think I shall use it to update about my own little life too, since Bebe is the only one(I think) who reads it...
Here I go...
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
WORK UPDATE
I've been confirmed as of 15th September 2006. And guess what, Mr Jxxxx wasn't confirmed. Hmmmmmm... Strange but true.
Work has been piling up ever since and there seems to never be enough time to finish everything. Then I realized the problem(which I actually knew deep inside all along). More work was coming but it's still one person doing two people's jobs. SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Not that I'm complaining cos I know with each new task that I complete, I learn something new. I'm not some computer whiz but at least I try. On the contrary, Mr Smarty Pants claims Excel Basic was so easy he kept falling asleep but keeps submitting stuff to boss that has bad formatting, wrong spelling and generally bad bad bad!!!!!!!!!!!!! And who has to save the day? Me me me!!!! Do I get any thanks? No. All I get is bullshit.
Well, I chose this path so I shall stick to it till my mind and body can't take it anymore.
Enough of work for tonight. Anyway I'm writing tonight cos I know the next 2 nights I won't get any chance to. And after I reach Bangkok on Sunday, I won't touch a computer till I get back cos I promised Bebe I won't bring my laptop in case I get tempted to work.
On one hand, I'm really looking forward to this break cos the last trip to Bangkok wasn't really great. However, I can't help but worry how Mr J might screw things up while I'm gone. Never mind, once the plane takes off, I'll leave all my worries here and thoroughly enjoy myself for once.
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
OUR ANNIVERSARY
Well well, the 2 of us managed to survive one whole year without killing each other(though O nearly killed myself a few times :p).
We both managed to get breaks on the fateful day 3rd October 2006.
To make things short:
OTO Trimax: $330
Hotel Room: $280
Flowers: $60
Champagne and Cake: $80
Tips for all involved: $40
Miscellaneous: Unaccountable
The look on Bebe's face: Priceless
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
US
US means us. Not United States.
It's been a really long and tough road for me and Bebe.
Looking back, I'm amazed how we got through.
So many times we nearly gave up. So many times I nearly lost the woman I love the most.
Why? I'm a jealous, egoistic and proud dude. Sometimes too much for my own good.
I've been stupid enough to have said things that I didn't mean, purely out of anger. And Bebe has been hurt so many times, it's no wonder she needed a scope to see what's wrong. On a side note, I'm really relieved that the scope revealed nothing abnormal.
Bebe is bad tempered. Bebe smokes, drinks and has a temper more fiery than chilli padi. Bebe is always full of gas and burps and farts more frequently than anyone I've known. Bebe likes to be sayanged but always pretends to be angry or is really angry hoping that I will pacify her.
Me? I'm bad tempered. I don't smoke. I drink when I have no choice. My temper is probably 10 times more than Bebe's. I'm always full of pride and jealousy and I get jealous and angry more frequently than anyone I've known. I don't like Bebe to get angry or be unreasonable and always gotta coax myself to sayang Bebe. Why? Cos I really don't know when sayang will or will not work. So I don't try, cos I don't wanna fail.
How did we survive so long?
How many times has Bebe asked me if we're really compatible and we have nothing in common and we should break up blah blah blah....
After much thought and a new haircut, my conclusion is: WE ARE TOGETHER COS WE ARE TRULY COMFORTABLE AND HAPPY IN EACH OTHER'S PRESENCE. WE ARE HAPPY FOR ALL THE SIMPLE THINGS WE DO TOGETHER. JUST HOLDING HANDS AND WALKING TOGETHER. JUST HUGGING AND KISSING. JUST SITTING IN A CAFE, READING OUR OWN COPY OF THE PAPERS, KNOWING THE OTHER PERSON IS JUST THERE. AND IT ALL BOILS DOWN TO L-O-V-E LOVE....................................................
It's not about the fancy restaurants or the fancy presents. Not about 1 million and 1 surprises. Not about how much money I can make. Not about how many hours we gotta work. It's just love and enjoying each other in every way possible.
Yup! Confirmed, guaranteed plus chopped. We are meant to be...
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
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