It's less than 24 hours before Bebe's back. As much as I miss her, I know she'd wanna rest amd recover when she gets back. I feel so bad that I can't pick her up from the airport. Tomorrow night gonna be very busy. Doesn't help that Mr Jxxxx is not doing his share of his work.
Now I gotta work at home cos he left me with a big pile of his SHIT to clear. Hopefully the day will come when the truth comes to light and justice is served.
I miss you bebe. Come back soon. Life sucks without you.
Saturday, June 24, 2006
Friday, June 23, 2006
Before work on a lousy friday
Jus msn with bebe.
Her fever's down. That's a relief.
Today gotta be at work by 1pm so this is gonna be a short entry.
I really wish I was Superman so I can be there for the people I love and care about whenevr they need me.
But I'm not.
I'll keep reminding myself of that.
Anyway I don't think I can cut it as a reporter also. Plus I look bad with glasses.
Pitiful man. Trying to console himself.
Bebe'll be back tomorrow but God knows when I'll get to see her. But never mind la, as long as she recovers properly. We got many many years ahead of us.
Okie gotta go. I really wanna be a better person for everyone around me.
I love you Bebe. And I miss you terribly as usual.
Her fever's down. That's a relief.
Today gotta be at work by 1pm so this is gonna be a short entry.
I really wish I was Superman so I can be there for the people I love and care about whenevr they need me.
But I'm not.
I'll keep reminding myself of that.
Anyway I don't think I can cut it as a reporter also. Plus I look bad with glasses.
Pitiful man. Trying to console himself.
Bebe'll be back tomorrow but God knows when I'll get to see her. But never mind la, as long as she recovers properly. We got many many years ahead of us.
Okie gotta go. I really wanna be a better person for everyone around me.
I love you Bebe. And I miss you terribly as usual.
A little note before bed
Just finished my shower. Long day at work. Bebe smsed me earlier but I was to busy to reply. She misses me. :) That just made my day a whole lot better. Call me cheap thrill if you want but a little concern or love from Bebe goes a long long way for me.
Mum's back in her room sleeping. Hope that means grandma's condition is stabilized. I'm so worried. Bebe is probably still sick in Bangkok and I can't do anything about it. I just wanna hug her to sleep and let her know how much she means to me.
If only I was Superman. Then can fly anywhere in the world faster than the speed of light. Don't need to buy ticket some more. So whenever Bebe feels lonely anywhere in the world I can be there by her side in a jiffy.
2 more days before she's back. Can't wait. I feel so bad that I can't pick her up at the airport.
I love you honey. And I miss you til it hurts.
Sleep well my beautiful woman. Me shall try to sleep now.
MUACK!!!!!!!
Mum's back in her room sleeping. Hope that means grandma's condition is stabilized. I'm so worried. Bebe is probably still sick in Bangkok and I can't do anything about it. I just wanna hug her to sleep and let her know how much she means to me.
If only I was Superman. Then can fly anywhere in the world faster than the speed of light. Don't need to buy ticket some more. So whenever Bebe feels lonely anywhere in the world I can be there by her side in a jiffy.
2 more days before she's back. Can't wait. I feel so bad that I can't pick her up at the airport.
I love you honey. And I miss you til it hurts.
Sleep well my beautiful woman. Me shall try to sleep now.
MUACK!!!!!!!
Thursday, June 22, 2006
Terrible day
Today is a terrible day.
Bebe is sick and all alone in Bangkok.
I fell in the shower and hurt my wrist.
Mum called and told me grandma's in very terrible condition, could go anytime.
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
I'm sorry I'm not a better person
I'm sorry I can't stop so many bad things from happening.
I'm sorry I can't be by Bebe's side to take care of her.
I'm sorry I can't be by Grandma's side.
I'm sorry I've been a terrible boyfriend, son, grandson.
I'm sorry.
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
It's a terrible day. Can I just suddenly wake up and realize that it's all just a nightmare?
Bebe is sick and all alone in Bangkok.
I fell in the shower and hurt my wrist.
Mum called and told me grandma's in very terrible condition, could go anytime.
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
I'm sorry I'm not a better person
I'm sorry I can't stop so many bad things from happening.
I'm sorry I can't be by Bebe's side to take care of her.
I'm sorry I can't be by Grandma's side.
I'm sorry I've been a terrible boyfriend, son, grandson.
I'm sorry.
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
It's a terrible day. Can I just suddenly wake up and realize that it's all just a nightmare?
Bebe in Bangkok(Day 2.5)
It's 1245am on Thursday morning.
Portugal have just beaten Mexico 2-1. And stupid Angola could only draw 1-1 with Iran. Me lost money. Good thing is Bebe won the Portugal game.
Bebe has been in Bangkok since Tuesday. Didn't think about updating the blog til now. Guess I've been too tired.
The new job's looking good, only that I gotta do a lot of sai gang cos the person who was supposed to be my mentor and guide me along turned out to be lazy and irresponsible. It's a matter of time before either he or me crack. Pray hard ladies and gentlemen.
Recently me and Bebe have been going thru some bad patches. Quarrels have been escalating to almost points of no return but somehow we both hung on. Think we realize how much we love each other. At least that's what I think is keeping us together.
We both got tempers from hell. I keep telling myself to give in to Bebe and I can't say I didn't try. Maybe I just haven't pushed myself hard enough.
Like Bebe always say, we're such a picture of perfect harmony whenever we're not at loggerheads. I can't agree more. People who see us always have the impression that we're very much in love. In fact we are. It's just that we always end up not giving in when disputes arise.
Sigh... It's tough to be in love. But living with another person has never been easy anyway.
I know I love Bebe enough to try harder and strive on.
Strive to love her better. Strive hard at work to give her a better life. Strive to be nicer to her. Strive to be nicer to myself and not give myself too much pressure. And strive to be a better person all round.
I'm blessed to have a woman love me so much. Love me to the extent that she let herself go without blanket and get bitten by mozzies and god knows what just to spend one more night with me. Thank you honey. I'll get you a blanket and mozzie incense by the next time you sleep over.
Future plans?
I'm gonna put $10 each on Togo beating France and japan beating Brazil. Crazy right? But for fun only la. With the crap that's happening in this World Cup, who knows...
For now I just want Bebe to come back safe and sound.
She's falling sick. Drink more water and smoke less. That's as much as I can say before she says I'm too naggy and worry too much. Hope she doesn't get sick of my worrying in the future.
Okie. Gonna sleep now. Another day of Sai Gang later.
I love you Bebe. And I miss you like crazy. As usual.
Sweet dreams.
Portugal have just beaten Mexico 2-1. And stupid Angola could only draw 1-1 with Iran. Me lost money. Good thing is Bebe won the Portugal game.
Bebe has been in Bangkok since Tuesday. Didn't think about updating the blog til now. Guess I've been too tired.
The new job's looking good, only that I gotta do a lot of sai gang cos the person who was supposed to be my mentor and guide me along turned out to be lazy and irresponsible. It's a matter of time before either he or me crack. Pray hard ladies and gentlemen.
Recently me and Bebe have been going thru some bad patches. Quarrels have been escalating to almost points of no return but somehow we both hung on. Think we realize how much we love each other. At least that's what I think is keeping us together.
We both got tempers from hell. I keep telling myself to give in to Bebe and I can't say I didn't try. Maybe I just haven't pushed myself hard enough.
Like Bebe always say, we're such a picture of perfect harmony whenever we're not at loggerheads. I can't agree more. People who see us always have the impression that we're very much in love. In fact we are. It's just that we always end up not giving in when disputes arise.
Sigh... It's tough to be in love. But living with another person has never been easy anyway.
I know I love Bebe enough to try harder and strive on.
Strive to love her better. Strive hard at work to give her a better life. Strive to be nicer to her. Strive to be nicer to myself and not give myself too much pressure. And strive to be a better person all round.
I'm blessed to have a woman love me so much. Love me to the extent that she let herself go without blanket and get bitten by mozzies and god knows what just to spend one more night with me. Thank you honey. I'll get you a blanket and mozzie incense by the next time you sleep over.
Future plans?
I'm gonna put $10 each on Togo beating France and japan beating Brazil. Crazy right? But for fun only la. With the crap that's happening in this World Cup, who knows...
For now I just want Bebe to come back safe and sound.
She's falling sick. Drink more water and smoke less. That's as much as I can say before she says I'm too naggy and worry too much. Hope she doesn't get sick of my worrying in the future.
Okie. Gonna sleep now. Another day of Sai Gang later.
I love you Bebe. And I miss you like crazy. As usual.
Sweet dreams.
Bebe in Bangkok(Day 2.5)
It's 1245am on Thursday morning.
Portugal have just beaten Mexico 2-1. And stupid Angola could only draw 1-1 with Iran. Me lost money. Good thing is Bebe won the Portugal game.
Bebe has been in Bangkok since Tuesday. Didn't think about updating the blog til now. Guess I've been too tired.
The new job's looking good, only that I gotta do a lot of sai gang cos the person who was supposed to be my mentor and guide me along turned out to be lazy and irresponsible. It's a matter of time before either he or me crack. Pray hard ladies and gentlemen.
Recently me and Bebe have been going thru some bad patches. Quarrels have been escalating to almost points of no return but somehow we both hung on. Think we realize how much we love each other. At least that's what I think is keeping us together.
We both got tempers from hell. I keep telling myself to give in to Bebe and I can't say I didn't try. Maybe I just haven't pushed myself hard enough.
Like Bebe always say, we're such a picture of perfect harmony whenever we're not at loggerheads. I can't agree more. People who see us always have the impression that we're very much in love. In fact we are. It's just that we always end up not giving in when disputes arise.
Sigh... It's tough to be in love. But living with another person has never been easy anyway.
I know I love Bebe enough to try harder and strive on.
Strive to love her better. Strive hard at work to give her a better life. Strive to be nicer to her. Strive to be nicer to myself and not give myself too much pressure. And strive to be a better person all round.
I'm blessed to have a woman love me so much. Love me to the extent that she let herself go without blanket and get bitten by mozzies and god knows what just to spend one more night with me. Thank you honey. I'll get you a blanket and mozzie incense by the next time you sleep over.
Future plans?
I'm gonna put $10 each on Togo beating France and japan beating Brazil. Crazy right? But for fun only la. With the crap that's happening in this World Cup, who knows...
For now I just want Bebe to come back safe and sound.
She's falling sick. Drink more water and smoke less. That's as much as I can say before she says I'm too naggy and worry too much. Hope she doesn't get sick of my worrying in the future.
Okie. Gonna sleep now. Another day of Sai Gang later.
I love you Bebe. And I miss you like crazy. As usual.
Sweet dreams.
Portugal have just beaten Mexico 2-1. And stupid Angola could only draw 1-1 with Iran. Me lost money. Good thing is Bebe won the Portugal game.
Bebe has been in Bangkok since Tuesday. Didn't think about updating the blog til now. Guess I've been too tired.
The new job's looking good, only that I gotta do a lot of sai gang cos the person who was supposed to be my mentor and guide me along turned out to be lazy and irresponsible. It's a matter of time before either he or me crack. Pray hard ladies and gentlemen.
Recently me and Bebe have been going thru some bad patches. Quarrels have been escalating to almost points of no return but somehow we both hung on. Think we realize how much we love each other. At least that's what I think is keeping us together.
We both got tempers from hell. I keep telling myself to give in to Bebe and I can't say I didn't try. Maybe I just haven't pushed myself hard enough.
Like Bebe always say, we're such a picture of perfect harmony whenever we're not at loggerheads. I can't agree more. People who see us always have the impression that we're very much in love. In fact we are. It's just that we always end up not giving in when disputes arise.
Sigh... It's tough to be in love. But living with another person has never been easy anyway.
I know I love Bebe enough to try harder and strive on.
Strive to love her better. Strive hard at work to give her a better life. Strive to be nicer to her. Strive to be nicer to myself and not give myself too much pressure. And strive to be a better person all round.
I'm blessed to have a woman love me so much. Love me to the extent that she let herself go without blanket and get bitten by mozzies and god knows what just to spend one more night with me. Thank you honey. I'll get you a blanket and mozzie incense by the next time you sleep over.
Future plans?
I'm gonna put $10 each on Togo beating France and japan beating Brazil. Crazy right? But for fun only la. With the crap that's happening in this World Cup, who knows...
For now I just want Bebe to come back safe and sound.
She's falling sick. Drink more water and smoke less. That's as much as I can say before she says I'm too naggy and worry too much. Hope she doesn't get sick of my worrying in the future.
Okie. Gonna sleep now. Another day of Sai Gang later.
I love you Bebe. And I miss you like crazy. As usual.
Sweet dreams.
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