Thursday, June 22, 2006

Bebe in Bangkok(Day 2.5)

It's 1245am on Thursday morning.

Portugal have just beaten Mexico 2-1. And stupid Angola could only draw 1-1 with Iran. Me lost money. Good thing is Bebe won the Portugal game.

Bebe has been in Bangkok since Tuesday. Didn't think about updating the blog til now. Guess I've been too tired.

The new job's looking good, only that I gotta do a lot of sai gang cos the person who was supposed to be my mentor and guide me along turned out to be lazy and irresponsible. It's a matter of time before either he or me crack. Pray hard ladies and gentlemen.

Recently me and Bebe have been going thru some bad patches. Quarrels have been escalating to almost points of no return but somehow we both hung on. Think we realize how much we love each other. At least that's what I think is keeping us together.

We both got tempers from hell. I keep telling myself to give in to Bebe and I can't say I didn't try. Maybe I just haven't pushed myself hard enough.

Like Bebe always say, we're such a picture of perfect harmony whenever we're not at loggerheads. I can't agree more. People who see us always have the impression that we're very much in love. In fact we are. It's just that we always end up not giving in when disputes arise.

Sigh... It's tough to be in love. But living with another person has never been easy anyway.

I know I love Bebe enough to try harder and strive on.

Strive to love her better. Strive hard at work to give her a better life. Strive to be nicer to her. Strive to be nicer to myself and not give myself too much pressure. And strive to be a better person all round.

I'm blessed to have a woman love me so much. Love me to the extent that she let herself go without blanket and get bitten by mozzies and god knows what just to spend one more night with me. Thank you honey. I'll get you a blanket and mozzie incense by the next time you sleep over.

Future plans?

I'm gonna put $10 each on Togo beating France and japan beating Brazil. Crazy right? But for fun only la. With the crap that's happening in this World Cup, who knows...

For now I just want Bebe to come back safe and sound.

She's falling sick. Drink more water and smoke less. That's as much as I can say before she says I'm too naggy and worry too much. Hope she doesn't get sick of my worrying in the future.


Okie. Gonna sleep now. Another day of Sai Gang later.

I love you Bebe. And I miss you like crazy. As usual.

Sweet dreams.

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